GOING THRU IT
BEEN DONE : WHAT DOES IT SAY ABOUT ME IF I CONSTANTLY HELP OTHERS GET THIER PORTFOLIOS AND CAREERS TOGETHER BUT LACK THE MOTIVATION TO COMPLETE MY OWN? THIS IS A PROBLEM - PERHAPS MAYBE EVEN A PHOBIA, BUT I REALLY JUST HAVE TO GET OVER IT. I BELIEVE IT IS THE ONLY LEGITIMATE WAY TO “SHOW OFF”. THE PROFESSIONAL WAY OF BRAGGING AND NAME DROPPING WITHOUT IT BEING MISTAKEN AS EGOTISTICAL AND SELF ABSORBED. MY MISSION THOUGH IS ‘LOOK AT MY SHIT BUT DONT LOOK AT ME™’ OR BETTER YET ‘PEEP WHAT I DID BUT NOT WHAT I DO™.’ LOOKING BACK I THINK I’VE GIVEN ENOUGH TO FEEL SOMEWHAT ACCOMPLISHED BUT PERSONALLY NOWHERE NEAR WHERE I ENVISION MYSELF TO POTENTIALLY BE. I THINK IT’S TIME MO’FUKEES REALLY NEED TO KNOW THOUGH CAUSE MY WHOLE SHIT IS A HUGE MYSTERY AND IT’S REALLY ALL MY FAULT. I FAIL AT SELF PROMO HARD CORE.
