FUCK EVERYONE ELSE. TAKE THE NEXT CROWD OUT AND SURF AWAY FROM THE SHARKS.
***PERSONAL VENTING, RANTING, & 411 BOMB - I DONO WHAT IT IS BUT THIS YEAR HAS ALREADY STARTED OFF LIKE A FUCKING HURRICANE TSUNAMI OF ALL SORTS OF SHIT. ITS ONLY DAY 4 INTO 09 AND I’VE PROLLY SLEPT LIKE 8 HOURS TOTAL (2 HOURS A DAY). I CAN’T EVEN PUT MY ENTRIES IN HERE LIKE I REALLY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO (TRYING AS HARD AS I CAN.) EVEN THOUGH THIS IS A PERSONAL BLOG SPACE, I ESPECIALLY DON’T WANT TO GLAMORIZE AND INCLUDE MY DAILY PERSONAL LIFE INTO THIS BLOG CAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT IS IRRELEVANT TO THE FORECASTED QUALITY CONTROL I AM TRYING TO EXPRESS (THINGS I LIKE THAT YOU SHOULD LIKE & WILL EVENTUALLY LIKE). ….?
IT WOULD BE VERY INTERESTING FOR ME TO TELL YOU WHAT EVENTFUL NIGHTLY ACTIVITIES, HOT GIRLS AND AMAZING PEOPLE I DEAL WITH ON THE DAILY. BUT I’D RATHER YOU KNOW THAT ABOUT ME IN REAL LIFE AND NOT OVER THE WWW. I HAVE TO KEEP SOME KIND OF PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP AND INTIMACY BETWEEN ACTUAL HUMAN INTERACTION… RIGHT? I DONO. IM JUST OLD FASHIONED I GUESS (VERY PERSONAL AND PRIVATE, SO DEAL WITH IT.)
BUT, LET ME JUST TRY TO MENTION SOME CRUCIAL 411 ABOUT ME SO YOU CAN MAYBE UNDERSTAND MORE WHO THIS PERSON IS THAT IS RANTING RIGHT NOW. (I HATE TALKING ABOUT MYSELF BUT I KNOW I NEED TO CAUSE IT’S THERAPEUTIC AND I WANT TO KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE FOR SUPERMAN TO TELL EVERYONE HE’S SUPERMAN, HAHA.) ANYWAY, WITHOUT THE SPECIFICS YOU’LL JUST HAVE TO PICK UP LIL TIDBITS HERE AND THERE FROM ALL ENTRIES PAST PRESENT AND FUTURE. I’M SURE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE WILL EVENTUALLY BE TRICKLED OUT IN DETAIL.
SO MANY GREAT PARTIES, SO MANY BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, SO MANY AWESOME CLIENTS AND BUSINESS RELATIONSHIPS. …BUT ALSO A SHIT LOAD OF HIGH LEVEL DRAMA AND TORMENTED STRESS AS WELL. - YOU KNOW THE DRILL. I KNOW IM NOT THE ONLY ONE, WE ALL GOT OUR UP’S AND DOWN’S.
BUT JUST TO GIVE YOU A RECAP (WITHOUT ALL THE NAMES AND DETAILS) AND PUT YOU ONTO SPEED AS TO WHY I’M COMPLETELY OF A DIFFERENT BREED IS THIS :
I WAS BORN IN MONTREAL GREW UP IN TORONTO LIVED ALL OVER LOS ANGELES AND LIVED IN TOKYO FOR A FEW OF MY TEENHOOD YEARS. THROUGHOUT ALL THESE MOVE’S I’VE GONE TO 1 PRIVATE SCHOOL AND 11 DIFFERENT PUBLIC SCHOOL’S WITHOUT EVER KNOWING MY REAL FATHER - ALL BEFORE THE AGE OF 16. DURING IN WHICH I WAS EXPERIMENTING HEAVILY (EMPHASIZE HEAVILY) WITH HIP HOP CULTURE. MOSTLY DOING GRAFF (ART) AND DJING (MUSIC) ALL ALONG WITH OFF AND ON B-BOYING (FUCKING AROUND) - SINCE A VERY YOUNG AGE (AND STILL). CRAFTING MY GHETTO SKILLS FOR MANY YEARS I THEN WENT TO COLLEGE FOR FINE ARTS AND DESIGN. A FEW YEARS AFTER COMPLETING THAT I SWITCHED TO FINISHING AND GRADUATING SOUND ENGINEERING SCHOOL. DUE TO LACK OF MONEY TO BE MADE IN FINE ARTS AND MUSIC I HAD TO FIND OTHER MEANS OF MAKING ENDS MEET (SLANGIN’ HUSTLIN’ SCHEMING’). STARTING MY PROFESSIONAL CAREER I WORKED WITH THE MUSIC INDUSTRY UNTIL THE DRAMATIC DECLINE IN MUSIC SALES THERE WASNT ENOUGH MONEY TO SUPPORT LIFE. DURING AND AFTER THE DRAMA OF THE MUSIC INDUSTRY THAT UNINSPIRED ME (RISE AND FALL OF 2 RECORD LABELS) IT THEN FORCEFULLY TRANSITIONED ME INTO A WHOLE OTHER CREATIVE FIELD DOING GRAPHIC DESIGN, WEB DESIGN, AND MAREKTING/BRANDING/CONSULTING (UNPLANNED). DURING THIS I’VE ALREADY GONE HOMELESS FOR A YEARISH AND HAVE PICKED MYSELF BACK UP FROM ROCK BOTTOM. I’VE BEEN EJECTED FROM A CAR COLLISION AND SURVIVED WITH MIRACULOUS RESULTS. I’VE HELPED START A HANDFUL OF OTHER PEOPLES BUSINESS VENTURES. I COULD TAKE A 2 YEAR VACATION WITH THE AMOUNT OF MONEY THAT PEOPLE OWE ME :( - I’M GOOD AT HELPING OUT OTHERS BUT YET HAVE DONE ANYTHING FOR MYSELF. I UNDERSTAND THAT THESE ADVENTURES ARE FUN AND FULFILLING FOR YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU JUST GO FOR IT AND JUST DO IT. MOST OF THE TIMES IF I LIKE YOU AND I LIKE YOUR VISION THEN ITS NOT ABOUT THE MONEY. I AM NOW STILL ONLY UNDER 30 YEARS OF AGE & FEEL LIKE IM 5000 YEARS OLD. WHEN YOU LIVE IN A TOWN THATS ALL ABOUT “WHO YOU KNOW” I FEEL GRATEFUL TO KNOW THE PEOPLE I DO (WITHOUT GETTING ALL GEEKED OUT.) I AM LUCKY TO HAVE HOMMIES LIKE YOU & I AM ESPECIALLY PROUD TO KNOW SO MANY BEAUTIFUL WOMEN LIKE YOU AS WELL ;)
I’M NOT AFRAID OF DEATH CAUSE I’VE TAKEN ALMOST EVERY OPPORTUNITY THROWN TO ME (ALTHOUGH, STILL TOO MANY “I SHOULD WOULDA COULDA’S” THOUGH). I’M NOT A YES MAN BUT I HAVE NEVER GIVEN MYSELF A CHANCE TO EVER HAVE A DULL MOMENT. AS EXCITING AS IT ALL IS - I STILL FEEL LONELY. I AM GOIN ON ABOUT NOTHING NOW. I AM TYPING AWAY AND NOT SAYING ANYTHING ANYMORE. YOU’RE STILL READING THIS AND WASTING YOUR TIME. BUT FOR THAT I THANK YOU AND RESPECT YOU.
***HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST - I HAVENT HAD A MEAL IN OVER 30 SOMETHING HOURS. WHAT IS A MATTER WITH ME? I GET WAY TOO EASILY ATTACHED TO GIRLS WHO SPEND THE NIGHT - FOR NOTHING. I REALLY CAN’T STOP RANTING. I NEED A WIFEY. SHE’D BE DOWN TO LISTEN. FUCK ME - FUCK YOU.
